For those of you that are familiar with my art, you know that I believe in miracles and higher energy. When a person passes on, her body is no longer needed, you may not be able to touch and hug your beloved, but the spirit continues to live on. As a matter of fact, it takes on a meaningful and magical presence in your life. Hi Friends, My beautiful mother, Mei Wong passed away on November 27th, 2020. Since then, I have witnessed at least one miracle a day. Throughout my adulthood, I had many suppressed emotional issues about my childhood. I did not know how to deal with my emotional pain, so I buried them instead of dealing with them. My mother's passing had excavated these emotional issues to the surface. Mei has helped me by aligning unresolved issues to the forefront. After all these years, I was finally able to find a resolution to my suppressed feelings. I am so grateful for my mother's grand gesture of love. My mom continues to show me that love does conquer all and that she is LOVE. My grieving has also subsided because my mom came to me with a song. Since the day my mom Mei suffered her last stroke, I have sobbed like a baby. I am not one that cries. I reserved my tears in hopes that I will remain strong and in control. But with my mother’s situation, I have allowed myself to be open with my pain by embracing my grief, and the only way I know how to relieve the pain is to sob openly like a baby. My energy got depleted because of my depression. I was starting to lose focus on my life. All I wanted was to stay in bed all day and cry. One night, I went upstairs to my bedroom to cry. My husband Paul was downstairs praying to my mom for guidance. He wanted to know what he could do to comfort me. Before Paul could finish with his request, he started humming this song. Top of the world by Carpenters. When I finished my sobbing, Paul approached me and told me to listen to the melody and the lyrics. My husband told me it is from mom to me. I could not have agreed more. When someone leaves the physical plain, she will always remain in spirit. My mom will guide me with her wisdom and love. I will continuously talk to my mom and love her forever in my heart. When my time comes, I know I will see her again. Love you mom. With Gratitude, Ting
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